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Evangeline's 2nd Heavenly Birthday

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Today Evangeline- my first born baby- the tiny little fighter who lived only a day, would have been 2 years old. I found myself wondering last night what she would look like in heaven. In heaven where there is no sickness, where her heart is whole, her body is healed. I wonder would she be a 2 year old in heaven too? Does she look like her little sister? Evangeline had fairer features than Eliana when she was born but similar eyes and nose, she also had a lot of hair for being born at only 34 weeks gestation. I imagine her to have blonde or very light brown hair like me and blue or hazel eyes.  When we lost Evangeline in January 2024, I used this blog to process the intense heartache of missing Evangeline and also as a way to keep her memory alive. My need to blog as well as time to blog has definitely decreased. I went from blogging monthly to now only once or twice a year. I have decided I will write a blog each year on Evangeline's birthday and capture how grief changes with tim...